I walk a lonely road filled with snow
Jan. 30th, 2026 06:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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I woke up at 6 something because I didn't feel like getting up at 5 just to have no internet, but it was finally turned on by the time I was out of the bathroom. I only had Social Studies stuff to do this morning (guided reading, map skills, video analysis, and a unit test), which I got done at 11. I don't know why, but whenever I have my headphones on and my mom comes into my room, I get really nervous and forget how to breathe. And it wouldn't even by like I was doing something bad, like I could only be doing schoolwork, and I'd still piss my pants the moment my mom walks through my door. I also shake randomly whenever I think of something gross touching me (bugs, cobwebs, etc.) And I also feel some kind of joy whenever the veins in my hands are showing while I'm doing laundry because it gets hot in my room--and you can also see the veins in my hands right now because my heater's the highest it can be!!!
One day I'll figure out how to add images to entries... one faithful, faithful day.
One day, while I was running around on the Chronic Future forums, I found this old forum post where in it, Ben Collins (A.K.A., the guy I named my bike after) wrote something along the lines of ''CF loved playing with The Fight,'' so I looked up who The Fight were and ran to their Wikipedia page. It was just a bunch of bullshit about them being this punk, British band for the most part, but the article just so happened to mention this band named '...Sugarcult', and because I had already heard of them when I had looked up Warped Tour 2004 on YouTube, so I could see Chronic Future's performance (never did), I decided to look at their Wikipedia page next. I saw that they had a documentary (just like mcr!!!), and I thought that I could watch it the next day, but the day after that was the day when my mom did my braids and my head felt so cold and wet; I just did my laundry and decided to watch the documentary tomorrow. So, I watched the full documentary the next day and liked it enough to start listening to the band's songs. But to this day, I still think Memory is their worst song next to Debbie.
I listened to Green day's American Idiot while writing this album, but I'm going to put Drain You - Nirvana as the music because I don't really like Green day and Drain You's an amazing song.
Oh, and I saw a cat in a tree from outside my window today.
Later
-Zainah
I woke up at 6 something because I didn't feel like getting up at 5 just to have no internet, but it was finally turned on by the time I was out of the bathroom. I only had Social Studies stuff to do this morning (guided reading, map skills, video analysis, and a unit test), which I got done at 11. I don't know why, but whenever I have my headphones on and my mom comes into my room, I get really nervous and forget how to breathe. And it wouldn't even by like I was doing something bad, like I could only be doing schoolwork, and I'd still piss my pants the moment my mom walks through my door. I also shake randomly whenever I think of something gross touching me (bugs, cobwebs, etc.) And I also feel some kind of joy whenever the veins in my hands are showing while I'm doing laundry because it gets hot in my room--and you can also see the veins in my hands right now because my heater's the highest it can be!!!
One day I'll figure out how to add images to entries... one faithful, faithful day.
One day, while I was running around on the Chronic Future forums, I found this old forum post where in it, Ben Collins (A.K.A., the guy I named my bike after) wrote something along the lines of ''CF loved playing with The Fight,'' so I looked up who The Fight were and ran to their Wikipedia page. It was just a bunch of bullshit about them being this punk, British band for the most part, but the article just so happened to mention this band named '...Sugarcult', and because I had already heard of them when I had looked up Warped Tour 2004 on YouTube, so I could see Chronic Future's performance (never did), I decided to look at their Wikipedia page next. I saw that they had a documentary (just like mcr!!!), and I thought that I could watch it the next day, but the day after that was the day when my mom did my braids and my head felt so cold and wet; I just did my laundry and decided to watch the documentary tomorrow. So, I watched the full documentary the next day and liked it enough to start listening to the band's songs. But to this day, I still think Memory is their worst song next to Debbie.
I listened to Green day's American Idiot while writing this album, but I'm going to put Drain You - Nirvana as the music because I don't really like Green day and Drain You's an amazing song.
Oh, and I saw a cat in a tree from outside my window today.
Later
-Zainah
