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I'm not really sure what I did first thing in the morning. All I truly remember is listening to I'm Like a Lawyer on repeat while brushing my teeth. After I got out of the bathroom, my mom decided to do my edges, and because the only thing opened on my laptop was She Wants to Move - N.E.R.D, I thought it'd be a good idea to play it and then ask her what she thought. Once the song ended, she looked at me with this funny expression on her face and asked me what I liked about the song, and I said the lyrics, specifically, ''Her name... she's sexy!'' And then she just looked at me with an even weirder face. But she liked the song for what it's worth. We went to Kroger today, and I asked my mom for skittles, and I already knew the answer would be 'no' because she's told my sister and me in the past that rainbow candies are what's turning kids/people gay, but I was secretly hoping she'd forgotten about saying that. She said no... and then said something about the song I had her listen to earlier that morning. I think that she thinks that I think girls are hot just because I liked the 'her name, she's sexy' part of that song and not Pharrell breathing.
Maybe I didn't hear her correctly and she doesn't think I'm gay. Maybe.
My sister and I watched Repo! The Genetic Opera with my mom while she straightened my hair, and I really enjoyed having an excuse to rewatch the movie, just wished my mom liked the movie more. My grandpa came by today and she talked a bit about it - and how bad it was. Mama, no... how could you...
Ben from Chronic Future's full name is Benjamin Melan Collins, and I think I'm ready to graduate now that I know that.
My mom tells my sister and me at least three times every 6 months that our dad would disown us if we were gay or ship us overseas to stay with our family in Yemen. But on the other side of the extremely depressing coin, my dad's always boasting to me about how our family owns these vast, really big khat farms over in Yemen, so I might just tell my dad I'm dating a girl just so I can try out some khat. But they'd probably force me to wear a hijab, pray, and dedicate my life to Allah, which I don't wanna do. Also, I don't understand why sending me to Yemen would make me any less gay. Do women not exist over there or something??? Would I become so traumatized by the lack of girls to be around that'd I become straight??? I don't know.
Anyways, my sister came into my room ~2 hours ago asking me if I could move a bunch of shit from the living room into my room, so my dad could gloss/do random shit to our living room's floor. I don't wanna do all that shit!!!!! So, we agreed to do it after we prayed, which I only agreed to because I didn't feel like it then. Sorry, future-Zainah, hope you can forgive me!!!!
Goodluck
-Zainah
Maybe I didn't hear her correctly and she doesn't think I'm gay. Maybe.
My sister and I watched Repo! The Genetic Opera with my mom while she straightened my hair, and I really enjoyed having an excuse to rewatch the movie, just wished my mom liked the movie more. My grandpa came by today and she talked a bit about it - and how bad it was. Mama, no... how could you...
Ben from Chronic Future's full name is Benjamin Melan Collins, and I think I'm ready to graduate now that I know that.
My mom tells my sister and me at least three times every 6 months that our dad would disown us if we were gay or ship us overseas to stay with our family in Yemen. But on the other side of the extremely depressing coin, my dad's always boasting to me about how our family owns these vast, really big khat farms over in Yemen, so I might just tell my dad I'm dating a girl just so I can try out some khat. But they'd probably force me to wear a hijab, pray, and dedicate my life to Allah, which I don't wanna do. Also, I don't understand why sending me to Yemen would make me any less gay. Do women not exist over there or something??? Would I become so traumatized by the lack of girls to be around that'd I become straight??? I don't know.
Anyways, my sister came into my room ~2 hours ago asking me if I could move a bunch of shit from the living room into my room, so my dad could gloss/do random shit to our living room's floor. I don't wanna do all that shit!!!!! So, we agreed to do it after we prayed, which I only agreed to because I didn't feel like it then. Sorry, future-Zainah, hope you can forgive me!!!!
Goodluck
-Zainah
