I'm hurt, confused, and
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I woke up at 5 but laid in bed until 5:24am and were out of the bathroom by 6.
I got put into math tutoring so... yeah. The tutoring cc overlapped with my math cc at 1:20, so I told my mom about it, and she told me to write an email to my math teacher saying I couldn't attend the cc because of my tutoring, but I felt like I could get away with not going to my math cc by telling my tutoring instructor that my attendance in the math cc was mandatory. And for the rest of the day until 1:20, she'd ask me if I'd had written the email and I was like ''Not yet,'' because the thought of writing the email hadn't even crossed my mind.
It was really early in the morning, and all I could think of was how cold it was in my room (it was ~16 degrees outside), when I saw that the only lesson I could see on my calendar (remember this) was already completed; I don't know why my teacher added the same lesson twice, but I didn't mind it :).
My mom told me to put on my eyeliner today and that I shouldn't just be playing with it, she also asked me what I want for my birthday, and I said jewelry (bracelets, earrings, etc.) because that was all I could think of. Later that day, probably 3 hours later, my mom started to my grandpa on the phone about my eyeliner, the eyeliner she told me to put on, mind you... mama :(
We went to Walmart and to the park and back...
I going to be completely honest when I say this, I'm practically just dragging my fingers across the keyboard at this point that's how disinterested I am in this. We went to my grandparents' house today, and my sister, little brother, and I watched Supernanny on their tv. But my brother kept whining and whining about stupid shit the entire time. Forgot to mention this, but my brother had asked my mom if we could go back to the house and get his phone, and my mom said no, but he just kept whining and whining about it, so she hit him... and then this caused him to just, wander off.
This isn't the first time he's tried to run off in Walmart; he did the same a year ago in Jonesboro, and I had to be the one to bring him back then.
And for some stupid, dumb, idiotic, moronic, bastardly reason, my sister and mom's approach to this is to always let him wander the fucking store like it's nothing. Why
I don't get it, this is your brother, your son, and you're just gonna let him wander Walmart ALOOONNEEE????
I followed my little brother and kept saying, ''Khalid, come back here, momma's going to hit you again,'' but he wouldn't listen so I picked him up and ran back to my mom omfg
Whyuuuuhhhh
I know this sound's stupid, and that I'm complaining about something I made myself do, but hello?? that's my six-year-old brother, I'm not letting him wander Walmart alone, I'm a good person, I eat my veggies.
Off-topic but it's so cold in my room right now, but our electrical bill is already high enough, so I don't wanna turn my heater on right now
Also, my MCR fanatic of a brother kept asking me to play The Ghost of You on piano, I DONT EVEN PLAY PIANO???? leave me alone please
And then he asked for WTTBP and then he asked for this toy I was playing with and golly
I didn't like today if you couldn't tell. I managed to do what I said I'd do earlier in this entry, which is lying to my tutoring instructor and saying that my math cc needed my attendance, and she let me leave to go to my math cc. But the funny thing is, I told my math teacher about it, Ms(?). Irwin, and she said I should just go to my tutoring cc, but I didn't because I had already left and idefk what I'm writing about anymore; I didn't go my tutoring cc, that's it.
The only good thing to come out of today is me doing my laundry and my dad bringing me home ice cream, thank you pa-pa. I also really wanted to paint my nails today, but I couldn't because I had my laundry to do, and I was too worried about this stupid fucking classkick that I haven't even completed.
I feel like I should just take a break from writing entries or just steer clear of them on days that me and my family go out shopping, and I come home feeling drained. But I probably won't, though. My little brother also attempted to wander off at my hometown's Walmart because my mom got mad at him again, so I had to drag him back then because no one else was gonna do it. I also looked at Walmart's magazines and pointed out a Beatles one to my sister, because I've been getting a lot of Beatles content on my fyp and I don't know why anymore. I tried listening to their album 'Abbey Road' or something I forgot, but I didn't care for it so I played mychem instead.
I'm trying to down The Sims 3 on my school computer because it has more storage than my main computer, and I'm probably just gonna download the eps I want from archive.org.
I had this really big obsession with The Sims a year ago, specifically The Sims 3 (but there was this time I played The Sims 2 for 6 hours straight), so I ended up asking my mom for the Seasons and Pets pack because... because they're essentials, idiot. But now I want to get the Late Night one and I don't think I should be capitalizing those words but it's fine, as long as it's readable and makes some sense. Vampire sims and a folder filled to the brim with cc here I come :DD My teacher also commented on my eyeliner and said I look sassy, and then I proceeded to make a neopets account during the math cc
Lateor... have I used that before?
-Zainah
I woke up at 5 but laid in bed until 5:24am and were out of the bathroom by 6.
I got put into math tutoring so... yeah. The tutoring cc overlapped with my math cc at 1:20, so I told my mom about it, and she told me to write an email to my math teacher saying I couldn't attend the cc because of my tutoring, but I felt like I could get away with not going to my math cc by telling my tutoring instructor that my attendance in the math cc was mandatory. And for the rest of the day until 1:20, she'd ask me if I'd had written the email and I was like ''Not yet,'' because the thought of writing the email hadn't even crossed my mind.
It was really early in the morning, and all I could think of was how cold it was in my room (it was ~16 degrees outside), when I saw that the only lesson I could see on my calendar (remember this) was already completed; I don't know why my teacher added the same lesson twice, but I didn't mind it :).
My mom told me to put on my eyeliner today and that I shouldn't just be playing with it, she also asked me what I want for my birthday, and I said jewelry (bracelets, earrings, etc.) because that was all I could think of. Later that day, probably 3 hours later, my mom started to my grandpa on the phone about my eyeliner, the eyeliner she told me to put on, mind you... mama :(
We went to Walmart and to the park and back...
I going to be completely honest when I say this, I'm practically just dragging my fingers across the keyboard at this point that's how disinterested I am in this. We went to my grandparents' house today, and my sister, little brother, and I watched Supernanny on their tv. But my brother kept whining and whining about stupid shit the entire time. Forgot to mention this, but my brother had asked my mom if we could go back to the house and get his phone, and my mom said no, but he just kept whining and whining about it, so she hit him... and then this caused him to just, wander off.
This isn't the first time he's tried to run off in Walmart; he did the same a year ago in Jonesboro, and I had to be the one to bring him back then.
And for some stupid, dumb, idiotic, moronic, bastardly reason, my sister and mom's approach to this is to always let him wander the fucking store like it's nothing. Why
I don't get it, this is your brother, your son, and you're just gonna let him wander Walmart ALOOONNEEE????
I followed my little brother and kept saying, ''Khalid, come back here, momma's going to hit you again,'' but he wouldn't listen so I picked him up and ran back to my mom omfg
Whyuuuuhhhh
I know this sound's stupid, and that I'm complaining about something I made myself do, but hello?? that's my six-year-old brother, I'm not letting him wander Walmart alone, I'm a good person, I eat my veggies.
Off-topic but it's so cold in my room right now, but our electrical bill is already high enough, so I don't wanna turn my heater on right now
Also, my MCR fanatic of a brother kept asking me to play The Ghost of You on piano, I DONT EVEN PLAY PIANO???? leave me alone please
And then he asked for WTTBP and then he asked for this toy I was playing with and golly
I didn't like today if you couldn't tell. I managed to do what I said I'd do earlier in this entry, which is lying to my tutoring instructor and saying that my math cc needed my attendance, and she let me leave to go to my math cc. But the funny thing is, I told my math teacher about it, Ms(?). Irwin, and she said I should just go to my tutoring cc, but I didn't because I had already left and idefk what I'm writing about anymore; I didn't go my tutoring cc, that's it.
The only good thing to come out of today is me doing my laundry and my dad bringing me home ice cream, thank you pa-pa. I also really wanted to paint my nails today, but I couldn't because I had my laundry to do, and I was too worried about this stupid fucking classkick that I haven't even completed.
I feel like I should just take a break from writing entries or just steer clear of them on days that me and my family go out shopping, and I come home feeling drained. But I probably won't, though. My little brother also attempted to wander off at my hometown's Walmart because my mom got mad at him again, so I had to drag him back then because no one else was gonna do it. I also looked at Walmart's magazines and pointed out a Beatles one to my sister, because I've been getting a lot of Beatles content on my fyp and I don't know why anymore. I tried listening to their album 'Abbey Road' or something I forgot, but I didn't care for it so I played mychem instead.
I'm trying to down The Sims 3 on my school computer because it has more storage than my main computer, and I'm probably just gonna download the eps I want from archive.org.
I had this really big obsession with The Sims a year ago, specifically The Sims 3 (but there was this time I played The Sims 2 for 6 hours straight), so I ended up asking my mom for the Seasons and Pets pack because... because they're essentials, idiot. But now I want to get the Late Night one and I don't think I should be capitalizing those words but it's fine, as long as it's readable and makes some sense. Vampire sims and a folder filled to the brim with cc here I come :DD My teacher also commented on my eyeliner and said I look sassy, and then I proceeded to make a neopets account during the math cc
Lateor... have I used that before?
-Zainah
