MMMMMMMMMMMMMY TAKE
Feb. 13th, 2026 06:18 pmI stayed up late reading the My Chem Fast and Furious fanfic, again. Yesterday, my dad was talking about how 'if movies/shows make you feel sad, or really feel anything, then there's something wrong with you', and I don't think that line of thinking applies to reading a frerard breakup, and getting upset about it, so I think I'm fine in his eyes. The whole thing was really sad, too. Frank's grandpa mysteriously died (cough, cough, his dad did it), and now he has to fill his dad's role as the underboss, which took a big toll on his mental health. Him and Gerard haven't talked for weeks until now, until they finally have to face each other at one of their race-meet-thingys, and omg it's horrible. Frank's talking about how he thought what they had was real, and then Gerard's going 'but it was real!', and then Frank's saying he should've just killed them... it's 10 p.m. I'm tired. Their argument ends with Frank shoving a wad of cash in their face and saying, 'I don't owe you anything!', and then Gerard just goes into their car and copes with 'he's lying, he doesn't MEAN it' and then I fling my phone across the room and I don't know why. And then the next chapter opens with a wet dream from Frank, which would usually be cool, but Gerard's saying 'I love you', and other cute stuff, so it just feels really depressing.
Right when I was about to start that chapter, the stupid ringer goes off, and I have to run into my room and get into bed before he comes inside the house. I slept really good that night; don't know why, just did. I woke up at around 6-something, but it didn't really matter because of how bare my schedule was today; all I really had to do was my laundry. Oh, and my sister told me that we'd be doing a hear-me-out list for valentines day. I really didn't have too many people I wanted to put on it (I'm saying people because Pavi Largo's on the list, and we all know it's not human in the slightest), so I decided to put them all in a slideshow and make my sister compare who's hotter, until there was one left.
So, uh, I don't know how to transition from 'I made a Google Slideshow for people I think are hot' to 'Frank got kidnapped in the Fast and Furious fic', so...
Frank spirals again and ignores Jamia's offer to drive him home because of how drunk he is, but he stubbornly decides to walk home instead, just to go down the wrong alley and be abducted. Oh... oh no. It has something to do with his grandpa and debts and other stupid mafia shit I don't care about. It's all okay-ish in the end with him pretty much killing his captors, and because he managed to dial Gerard's phone before being dragged out of the van he was being kept in, Gerard overhears someone talking about 'Salton (sumthin)', and comes to Frank's rescue just to find all the guys dead. And, yeah, I know Frank's probably broken a rib or two from how many kicks he received to the chest, but at least him and Gerard are talking again!!!! A+ for progress, even if it took a concussion.
I'm not sure if I mentioned this in my last entry, but Airin got Marko 72 and the girlified version of himself to date. I'm not sure if this is gay or, like, a bromance??? But whatever it is, at least they're happy. I told my mom about the whole Tomodachi Life stuff, and she asked me to show it to her because she thought it was Virtual Families, another game I used to love. And she also called it gay, but I'm trying to forget about that right now. I rewatched Back to the Disaster while I was doing my laundry, and my number 1 question is why Marko 72 kept saying 'I'm having my kid', when referring to his wife's water breaking while he was all the way in Tokyo. Also, I told my sister that I'd only watch Scream 3 with her if she'd watch Back to the Disaster with me, and she said yes. I really expected her to say no, and the only reason I didn't want to watch Scream 3 is because I feel like it should've ended at the second movie (mostly because I think Dewey should've died), and because I don't wanna keep watching horror movies. Also, she was asking me to either watch that or The Black Phone, and after all the shit she's told me about The Black Phone, especially the grabber, I will never touch that movie, not even with a ten-foot pole.
Byebye
-Zainah
Right when I was about to start that chapter, the stupid ringer goes off, and I have to run into my room and get into bed before he comes inside the house. I slept really good that night; don't know why, just did. I woke up at around 6-something, but it didn't really matter because of how bare my schedule was today; all I really had to do was my laundry. Oh, and my sister told me that we'd be doing a hear-me-out list for valentines day. I really didn't have too many people I wanted to put on it (I'm saying people because Pavi Largo's on the list, and we all know it's not human in the slightest), so I decided to put them all in a slideshow and make my sister compare who's hotter, until there was one left.
So, uh, I don't know how to transition from 'I made a Google Slideshow for people I think are hot' to 'Frank got kidnapped in the Fast and Furious fic', so...
Frank spirals again and ignores Jamia's offer to drive him home because of how drunk he is, but he stubbornly decides to walk home instead, just to go down the wrong alley and be abducted. Oh... oh no. It has something to do with his grandpa and debts and other stupid mafia shit I don't care about. It's all okay-ish in the end with him pretty much killing his captors, and because he managed to dial Gerard's phone before being dragged out of the van he was being kept in, Gerard overhears someone talking about 'Salton (sumthin)', and comes to Frank's rescue just to find all the guys dead. And, yeah, I know Frank's probably broken a rib or two from how many kicks he received to the chest, but at least him and Gerard are talking again!!!! A+ for progress, even if it took a concussion.
I'm not sure if I mentioned this in my last entry, but Airin got Marko 72 and the girlified version of himself to date. I'm not sure if this is gay or, like, a bromance??? But whatever it is, at least they're happy. I told my mom about the whole Tomodachi Life stuff, and she asked me to show it to her because she thought it was Virtual Families, another game I used to love. And she also called it gay, but I'm trying to forget about that right now. I rewatched Back to the Disaster while I was doing my laundry, and my number 1 question is why Marko 72 kept saying 'I'm having my kid', when referring to his wife's water breaking while he was all the way in Tokyo. Also, I told my sister that I'd only watch Scream 3 with her if she'd watch Back to the Disaster with me, and she said yes. I really expected her to say no, and the only reason I didn't want to watch Scream 3 is because I feel like it should've ended at the second movie (mostly because I think Dewey should've died), and because I don't wanna keep watching horror movies. Also, she was asking me to either watch that or The Black Phone, and after all the shit she's told me about The Black Phone, especially the grabber, I will never touch that movie, not even with a ten-foot pole.
Byebye
-Zainah