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I woke up at 5 because of my alarm, but then I just turned it off and slept until 6 like I always do. I changed my ringtone to Today - Smashing Pumpkins, so that'll probably fix my sleeping issue. Also, I made brownies today while listening to Palm Trees and Power Lines. I haven't made brownies in a while, which is a bummer because they taste really good and are easy to make.
I'd actually learned a lot of stuff last year, like learning how to tie my shoelaces, riding a bike, painting my nails, doing my own hair, staying in my own room, learning what kind of music I like, and I also learned the difference between an mp3 and mp4 file. So, I'm hoping that this year I can focus on my appearance and overall sense of fashion, oh, and read some books this year too.
Flashback to my ''Merry Christmas'' entry where I talked about my dad not saying happy birthday to me, and it having something to do with my mom saying he was going to go to hell. Apparently, this comment manifested when my dad muted my mom when she was calling him, because a FEMALE customer entered his store. Now because of this, my mom can't trust my dad and wants a divorce. They haven't been sleeping in the same bed for at least 2 years now, and I remember seeing women on my dad's Facebook account back when I'd ask for his phone so I could search up 'Warrior Cats.' And then one time it there was this bizarre, asian tutor-creep porn live thingy on his phone;;
But my mom's saying that I get to stay in her room, and that she'll be moving into my dad's old room. Which is awesome because her room's bigger and I don't have to share with my sister anymore--woohoooo... oh, and my dad's going to whoville or sumthin.
I had math tutoring class and a math cc today, which interrupted my family and I watching Jumanji :(
Another plus of me staying in my mom's room, is that I get to trace my fingers against all the dust and just look at it. Sometimes, I think about eating cornstarch or powder like I did when I was younger, just so I pretend I'm eating dust. I really like the feeling of sand in general, or dirt. Once it gets nicer outside, not only with I be on my hands and knees begging my mom to let me ride my bike around the neighborhood, but I'll also be outside playing with the dirt like I'm 5. And I might eat that, too, who knows.
Oh, I also ordered this Sugarcult baby tee on Depop on my birthday, that hasn't even been shipped out yet... this might be worse than the divorce--bars
Later
-Zainah
I woke up at 5 because of my alarm, but then I just turned it off and slept until 6 like I always do. I changed my ringtone to Today - Smashing Pumpkins, so that'll probably fix my sleeping issue. Also, I made brownies today while listening to Palm Trees and Power Lines. I haven't made brownies in a while, which is a bummer because they taste really good and are easy to make.
I'd actually learned a lot of stuff last year, like learning how to tie my shoelaces, riding a bike, painting my nails, doing my own hair, staying in my own room, learning what kind of music I like, and I also learned the difference between an mp3 and mp4 file. So, I'm hoping that this year I can focus on my appearance and overall sense of fashion, oh, and read some books this year too.
Flashback to my ''Merry Christmas'' entry where I talked about my dad not saying happy birthday to me, and it having something to do with my mom saying he was going to go to hell. Apparently, this comment manifested when my dad muted my mom when she was calling him, because a FEMALE customer entered his store. Now because of this, my mom can't trust my dad and wants a divorce. They haven't been sleeping in the same bed for at least 2 years now, and I remember seeing women on my dad's Facebook account back when I'd ask for his phone so I could search up 'Warrior Cats.' And then one time it there was this bizarre, asian tutor-creep porn live thingy on his phone;;
But my mom's saying that I get to stay in her room, and that she'll be moving into my dad's old room. Which is awesome because her room's bigger and I don't have to share with my sister anymore--woohoooo... oh, and my dad's going to whoville or sumthin.
I had math tutoring class and a math cc today, which interrupted my family and I watching Jumanji :(
Another plus of me staying in my mom's room, is that I get to trace my fingers against all the dust and just look at it. Sometimes, I think about eating cornstarch or powder like I did when I was younger, just so I pretend I'm eating dust. I really like the feeling of sand in general, or dirt. Once it gets nicer outside, not only with I be on my hands and knees begging my mom to let me ride my bike around the neighborhood, but I'll also be outside playing with the dirt like I'm 5. And I might eat that, too, who knows.
Oh, I also ordered this Sugarcult baby tee on Depop on my birthday, that hasn't even been shipped out yet... this might be worse than the divorce--bars
Later
-Zainah
